My BGT EROTIC STARSHIP: PART II – The Playlist

My BGT EROTIC STARSHIP: PART II – The Playlist

Music is deeply woven into every part of my journey and is influential in all areas of my life—so much so that it only felt natural to create a playlist that embodies the essence of my BGT Erotic Starship. Each song represents a key component of my astrological placements, guiding me through love, passion, communication, action, and spiritual discovery. This playlist captures the cosmic, sensual, and spiritual energy of my starship, taking me on a journey of self-discovery, transformation, and connection.

“You Are My Starship” by Norman Connors

This track is the perfect opening for my BGT Erotic Starship. It sets a cosmic, dreamy tone, speaking to the ethereal nature of my journey. The smooth, soulful vibe represents the sacredness of my starship—a vessel that navigates the depths of love, spirituality, and sensuality. It honors my connection to the cosmos, allowing me to sail into the unknown with grace and purpose.

“Can We Talk” by Tevin Campbell

Mercury in Libra drives my communication style—thoughtful, harmonious, and centered on balance. “Can We Talk” captures the essence of this placement perfectly. The song is about seeking connection through conversation and emotional expression, which is at the core of my desire for intellectual intimacy. It’s a gentle yet direct invitation to connect, aligning with my Libra Mercury’s need for clarity and mutual understanding in relationships.

“Keep On Movin’” by Soul II Soul

As a Virgo Sun, I am grounded, practical, and always moving forward with a sense of purpose. “Keep On Movin’” reflects my steady approach to life. It is a song about perseverance, growth, and staying the course, which speaks to my Virgo energy. This track reminds me to embrace the journey, knowing that even through challenges, I am continuously evolving and improving.

“Fortunate” by Maxwell

Eros in Scorpio is all about intensity, depth, and transformation in love and desire. “Fortunate” by Maxwell captures the emotional and sensual depth of this placement. The song’s heartfelt expression of love and gratitude aligns with Scorpio’s need for profound, transformative experiences. It speaks to the magnetic and powerful energy of my Eros, celebrating love as something life-changing and sacred.

“No Ordinary Love” by Sade

With Venus in Leo, I seek grand, passionate love that feels larger than life. “No Ordinary Love” by Sade perfectly embodies this energy. The song’s intensity, devotion, and regal quality reflect my desire for love that is deep, dramatic, and all-consuming. Venus in Leo thrives on admiration and bold expressions of affection, and this song captures the essence of a love that is anything but ordinary.

“Soco” by Starboy ft. Wizkid

Mars in Gemini brings an energetic, playful, and versatile approach to action and desire. “Soco” by Starboy and Wizkid is vibrant, fun, and lighthearted, which resonates with Gemini’s need for variety and excitement. This track represents the dynamic, adventurous side of my Mars placement, where curiosity and a love for exploration drive me forward in both love and life.

“Bandy Bandy” by Zap Mama ft. Erykah Badu

Vesta in Pisces is all about sacred sensuality, spirituality, and emotional connection. “Bandy Bandy” by Zap Mama featuring Erykah Badu captures the mystical, spiritual essence of Vesta in Pisces. The song’s hypnotic rhythm and otherworldly vibe speak to the fluid, intuitive nature of Pisces, allowing me to connect deeply with both my sensuality and my spirituality. This track aligns with my ability to experience love and desire as sacred, transcendent forces.

“Free Mind” by Tems

To encapsulate the entire journey of my BGT Erotic Starship, I chose “Free Mind” by Tems. This song represents freedom, release, and self-awareness, which are key themes of my starship. It speaks to my desire to break free from mental and emotional constraints, allowing me to move through life and love with clarity and peace. The soulful, introspective energy of “Free Mind” aligns with the transformative and spiritual nature of my journey, reminding me that true liberation comes from within.

The Power of Music on My Journey

Music is an integral part of my process. It moves me, inspires me, and helps me make sense of the world around me. From navigating love and relationships to connecting with my spiritual self, music is a guiding force in my life. Creating this playlist for my BGT Erotic Starship was a natural extension of that process, weaving together the cosmic, sensual, and spiritual aspects of my journey through the power of sound. Each song holds a special place on my starship, reflecting the unique energy of my astrological placements and helping me navigate the depths of who I am.

Navigating My BGT Erotic Starship: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Navigating My BGT Erotic Starship: A Journey of Self-Discovery

When I first embarked on the Tantric Shaman Apprenticeship Program facilitated by Black Girl Tantra, I had no idea how much it would expand my understanding of myself and my connection to the cosmos. One of the most powerful concepts I encountered during this apprenticeship was the BGT Erotic Starship, a unique framework that uses astrological placements to guide us through our relationships, desires, and purpose. It was a revelation—finally, a way to align my inner and outer worlds, particularly in how I navigate love, passion, and spiritual connection.

The Origins of the BGT Erotic Starship

The term BGT Erotic Starship was coined within the Black Girl Tantra community, hence the acronym “BGT.” It was a way for us to understand how our individual astrology and energy impact our personal journeys. The Erotic Starship encompasses the planets that govern communication, passion, love, and spiritual purpose—essentially the parts of ourselves that drive our erotic and relational lives. Learning about this during my apprenticeship was eye-opening, and it immediately struck a deep chord within me.

The first iteration of my BGT Erotic Starship as illustrated in 2023.

Charting My Course

In my personal Erotic Starship, I have Mercury in Libra, the Sun in Virgo, Venus in Leo, Mars in Gemini, Eros in Scorpio, and Vesta in Pisces. Each placement represents an essential piece of my journey, and I’ve found that understanding these energies has transformed how I approach my relationships, passions, and even my career as Madame Turquoise.

Here’s how my starship breaks down and what I’ve learned about myself along the way:

Mercury in Libra – The Head of My Starship

Mercury is the planet of communication, and with it in Libra, I’ve learned that I approach conversations with a deep sense of fairness and balance. I thrive in environments where harmony is the goal, and I have an intuitive ability to see multiple sides of any situation. This translates into my relationships as well—I prefer partners who can communicate with grace and thoughtfulness, and I’ve learned to recognize when I’m leaning too much into people-pleasing at the expense of my own needs.

Sun in Virgo – The Fuel for My Starship

My Sun sign in Virgo gives me a meticulous, detail-oriented approach to life. I’ve learned that my energy is grounded in practicality and a constant desire for self-improvement. I take pride in perfecting the small details, especially in how I show up in the world. The Sun in Virgo fuels my Erotic Starship by ensuring that every move I make is aligned with my purpose and intention. I’ve learned to honor my analytical side, knowing that it’s the engine that keeps my passions moving forward.

Eros in Scorpio – My Passion and Desire

Eros in Scorpio is perhaps the most intense energy on my starship. It represents a deep, magnetic pull toward passion, transformation, and intimacy. I’ve learned that I am someone who craves depth in all aspects of life, particularly in my relationships. Superficial connections don’t fulfill me—I need passion that’s raw, intense, and transformative. Eros in Scorpio has taught me to embrace my powerful energy and use it to form bonds that are truly life-changing.

Venus in Leo – My Heart, My Love

With Venus in Leo, I crave passion, adoration, and grandeur in my romantic life. I’m someone who loves to be celebrated and admired, and I’ve come to embrace that fully. In love, I’ve learned not to settle for anything less than a partner who makes me feel like royalty. Venus in Leo gives me the courage to shine and be bold, both in relationships and in how I express myself creatively. I now see that my heart thrives when I’m surrounded by love that’s not only deep but also celebratory.

Mars in Gemini – The Action-Focused Wing of My Starship

With Mars in Gemini, I’m always on the move—mentally and physically. Mars governs action, and I’ve learned that I thrive on curiosity, change, and intellectual stimulation. My desires are driven by a need for adventure and new experiences, and I’m happiest when I’m exploring different avenues of connection and passion. Mars in Gemini has taught me to embrace my restless energy and use it to fuel my journey toward self-discovery and deeper intimacy.

Vesta in Pisces – The Sacred Body of My Starship

Vesta represents my sacred sensual energy, and with it in Pisces, I’ve learned to view my sensuality as a spiritual experience. I now understand that my connection to the erotic is deeply tied to my spirituality, and I experience love and desire as fluid, transcendent forces. Vesta in Pisces has taught me the importance of connecting with myself and others on a spiritual level, allowing my sensuality to be a bridge between the physical and the divine.

The Power of the Erotic Starship

Understanding my BGT Erotic Starship has been nothing short of transformative. It’s given me a blueprint for navigating my relationships, desires, and spiritual path with intention and clarity. I’ve learned how each of my placements—Mercury, Venus, Mars, Sun, Vesta, and Eros—works together to create a unique energetic flow that guides my life.

In a world that often tells us to hide or suppress our sensuality, the Erotic Starship has given me permission to embrace my erotic nature as a sacred, powerful force. It’s not just about intimacy with others—it’s about how I relate to myself, how I express my desires, and how I channel my energy into every aspect of my life.

The Journey Continues

The BGT Erotic Starship is more than just a framework; it’s an ongoing journey. Every day, I learn something new about how my astrological placements influence my choices, relationships, and purpose. The apprenticeship with Black Girl Tantra gave me the tools to navigate this starship, but the real adventure is in how I choose to use those tools moving forward.

As I continue to explore, I invite you to chart your own course. Whether through astrology, tantra, or another path, we all have the power to uncover our deepest desires and align them with our spiritual purpose. The Erotic Starship is just one way to do it—my way—and I’m forever grateful for the insight it has provided me.

I feel a playlist coming on…Stay tuned!

Observing Silence

Observing Silence

Observing silence in community with others is a powerful practice, one that reveals insights about yourself, your energy, and the dynamics of the group around you. In a world where we often rely on words, facial expressions, and even the subtlest of gestures to communicate, being told not to communicate at all—especially with your eyes or face—can feel incredibly unnatural. But it is in this stillness that true observation and deep listening can emerge.

For melanated people, whose cultural expressions often thrive in the vibrant nuances of body language, eye contact, and facial expressions, this type of silence holds even greater meaning. We are often conditioned to convey so much through a look, a raised eyebrow, a smirk, or a tilt of the head. It’s how we connect, how we bond, how we affirm one another without speaking a single word. So when this avenue of communication is stripped away, it’s like a shift in our spiritual practice. It invites a deeper internal dialogue—one that transcends the surface-level exchanges we’ve mastered.

In spaces like a tantric shaman training retreat, the power of silence can be an invitation to feel into the energy of others without the need for visual or verbal validation. The practice calls you to tune into your own body’s rhythm, becoming more aware of your breath, heartbeat, and subtle sensations. You may even notice the energy fields of others, the way their presence shifts the air around you, or how your own inner state fluctuates in response.

This silent communication is not about shutting down; rather, it’s about expanding into a different realm of understanding. It invites the spirit to speak where words cannot. In such spaces, where the richness of Black Girl Tantra comes alive, the silence becomes sacred. It holds the potential for unspoken rituals of healing, of grounding, and of ancestral connection. In the stillness, the weight of our collective experiences—the joy, the pain, the resilience—can be felt and acknowledged in a way that transcends spoken language.

Silence, then, becomes more than just the absence of sound. It’s a profound act of listening to the unseen, the unsaid, and the ancestral wisdom that lingers in the gaps. Whether in a sacred space in Covington or in the quiet moments of our day-to-day lives, practicing silence in community allows us to deepen our connection not only with ourselves but with each other.

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I Did A Thing…

I Did A Thing…

After 10 months of deep study, self-discovery, and transformation, along with a powerful 4-day intensive, I am beyond proud to share that I have emerged as a Tantric Shamanic Healer Apprentice. This journey has been nothing short of profound—a deep dive into the mysteries of self, spirit, and the art of healing through the ancient practices of tantra and shamanism. This is not just a title I carry; it is a calling, a sacred responsibility, and a vow that I have taken to live in alignment with my truth and purpose.

As I step into this role, I have taken a vow to model a life of pleasure, joy, and authentic connection, both with myself and with others. Pleasure is not something we need to earn or deserve—it is our birthright. Yet so many of us have been conditioned to believe that pleasure is a luxury, something to feel guilty about, or something that comes only after we’ve worked ourselves to exhaustion. My mission is to help shift that narrative. Pleasure is a path to healing, to self-awareness, and to deeper spiritual connection. It allows us to fully inhabit our bodies, honor our desires, and live in the present moment with intention.

In my apprenticeship, I have learned that living a life of pleasure isn’t about indulgence for its own sake—it’s about removing the obstacles that block us from fully experiencing joy, connection, and fulfillment in our everyday lives. Whether those obstacles are rooted in fear, shame, trauma, or limiting beliefs, I am committed to helping others identify and clear them so they can reclaim their right to a life filled with pleasure, purpose, and wholeness.

The Tantric Shamanic path is one of healing, balance, and sacred transformation. It integrates ancient wisdom with the modern need for spiritual liberation and self-empowerment. Through this work, I will guide others to connect with their bodies, tap into their inner power, and heal the wounds that have kept them from living freely and joyfully. This is about more than just physical pleasure—it’s about soul-level healing, about aligning with the energy of the universe and recognizing the sacredness in every aspect of life.

As I continue this journey, I hold immense gratitude for my teachers, guides, and ancestors who have supported me along the way. This is only the beginning of a lifelong path of learning and service. I am here to help others embrace their own journeys, to live in their full power, and to experience the deep, transformative healing that tantra and shamanism can bring.

Thank you to everyone who has been a part of this journey with me. I am excited to continue learning, growing, and sharing this powerful work with the world.

#TheQueen has indeed stepped into a new chapter, and I am ready to embrace it fully.

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