My BGT EROTIC STARSHIP: PART II – The Playlist

My BGT EROTIC STARSHIP: PART II – The Playlist

Music is deeply woven into every part of my journey and is influential in all areas of my life—so much so that it only felt natural to create a playlist that embodies the essence of my BGT Erotic Starship. Each song represents a key component of my astrological placements, guiding me through love, passion, communication, action, and spiritual discovery. This playlist captures the cosmic, sensual, and spiritual energy of my starship, taking me on a journey of self-discovery, transformation, and connection.

“You Are My Starship” by Norman Connors

This track is the perfect opening for my BGT Erotic Starship. It sets a cosmic, dreamy tone, speaking to the ethereal nature of my journey. The smooth, soulful vibe represents the sacredness of my starship—a vessel that navigates the depths of love, spirituality, and sensuality. It honors my connection to the cosmos, allowing me to sail into the unknown with grace and purpose.

“Can We Talk” by Tevin Campbell

Mercury in Libra drives my communication style—thoughtful, harmonious, and centered on balance. “Can We Talk” captures the essence of this placement perfectly. The song is about seeking connection through conversation and emotional expression, which is at the core of my desire for intellectual intimacy. It’s a gentle yet direct invitation to connect, aligning with my Libra Mercury’s need for clarity and mutual understanding in relationships.

“Keep On Movin’” by Soul II Soul

As a Virgo Sun, I am grounded, practical, and always moving forward with a sense of purpose. “Keep On Movin’” reflects my steady approach to life. It is a song about perseverance, growth, and staying the course, which speaks to my Virgo energy. This track reminds me to embrace the journey, knowing that even through challenges, I am continuously evolving and improving.

“Fortunate” by Maxwell

Eros in Scorpio is all about intensity, depth, and transformation in love and desire. “Fortunate” by Maxwell captures the emotional and sensual depth of this placement. The song’s heartfelt expression of love and gratitude aligns with Scorpio’s need for profound, transformative experiences. It speaks to the magnetic and powerful energy of my Eros, celebrating love as something life-changing and sacred.

“No Ordinary Love” by Sade

With Venus in Leo, I seek grand, passionate love that feels larger than life. “No Ordinary Love” by Sade perfectly embodies this energy. The song’s intensity, devotion, and regal quality reflect my desire for love that is deep, dramatic, and all-consuming. Venus in Leo thrives on admiration and bold expressions of affection, and this song captures the essence of a love that is anything but ordinary.

“Soco” by Starboy ft. Wizkid

Mars in Gemini brings an energetic, playful, and versatile approach to action and desire. “Soco” by Starboy and Wizkid is vibrant, fun, and lighthearted, which resonates with Gemini’s need for variety and excitement. This track represents the dynamic, adventurous side of my Mars placement, where curiosity and a love for exploration drive me forward in both love and life.

“Bandy Bandy” by Zap Mama ft. Erykah Badu

Vesta in Pisces is all about sacred sensuality, spirituality, and emotional connection. “Bandy Bandy” by Zap Mama featuring Erykah Badu captures the mystical, spiritual essence of Vesta in Pisces. The song’s hypnotic rhythm and otherworldly vibe speak to the fluid, intuitive nature of Pisces, allowing me to connect deeply with both my sensuality and my spirituality. This track aligns with my ability to experience love and desire as sacred, transcendent forces.

“Free Mind” by Tems

To encapsulate the entire journey of my BGT Erotic Starship, I chose “Free Mind” by Tems. This song represents freedom, release, and self-awareness, which are key themes of my starship. It speaks to my desire to break free from mental and emotional constraints, allowing me to move through life and love with clarity and peace. The soulful, introspective energy of “Free Mind” aligns with the transformative and spiritual nature of my journey, reminding me that true liberation comes from within.

The Power of Music on My Journey

Music is an integral part of my process. It moves me, inspires me, and helps me make sense of the world around me. From navigating love and relationships to connecting with my spiritual self, music is a guiding force in my life. Creating this playlist for my BGT Erotic Starship was a natural extension of that process, weaving together the cosmic, sensual, and spiritual aspects of my journey through the power of sound. Each song holds a special place on my starship, reflecting the unique energy of my astrological placements and helping me navigate the depths of who I am.

Navigating My BGT Erotic Starship: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Navigating My BGT Erotic Starship: A Journey of Self-Discovery

When I first embarked on the Tantric Shaman Apprenticeship Program facilitated by Black Girl Tantra, I had no idea how much it would expand my understanding of myself and my connection to the cosmos. One of the most powerful concepts I encountered during this apprenticeship was the BGT Erotic Starship, a unique framework that uses astrological placements to guide us through our relationships, desires, and purpose. It was a revelation—finally, a way to align my inner and outer worlds, particularly in how I navigate love, passion, and spiritual connection.

The Origins of the BGT Erotic Starship

The term BGT Erotic Starship was coined within the Black Girl Tantra community, hence the acronym “BGT.” It was a way for us to understand how our individual astrology and energy impact our personal journeys. The Erotic Starship encompasses the planets that govern communication, passion, love, and spiritual purpose—essentially the parts of ourselves that drive our erotic and relational lives. Learning about this during my apprenticeship was eye-opening, and it immediately struck a deep chord within me.

The first iteration of my BGT Erotic Starship as illustrated in 2023.

Charting My Course

In my personal Erotic Starship, I have Mercury in Libra, the Sun in Virgo, Venus in Leo, Mars in Gemini, Eros in Scorpio, and Vesta in Pisces. Each placement represents an essential piece of my journey, and I’ve found that understanding these energies has transformed how I approach my relationships, passions, and even my career as Madame Turquoise.

Here’s how my starship breaks down and what I’ve learned about myself along the way:

Mercury in Libra – The Head of My Starship

Mercury is the planet of communication, and with it in Libra, I’ve learned that I approach conversations with a deep sense of fairness and balance. I thrive in environments where harmony is the goal, and I have an intuitive ability to see multiple sides of any situation. This translates into my relationships as well—I prefer partners who can communicate with grace and thoughtfulness, and I’ve learned to recognize when I’m leaning too much into people-pleasing at the expense of my own needs.

Sun in Virgo – The Fuel for My Starship

My Sun sign in Virgo gives me a meticulous, detail-oriented approach to life. I’ve learned that my energy is grounded in practicality and a constant desire for self-improvement. I take pride in perfecting the small details, especially in how I show up in the world. The Sun in Virgo fuels my Erotic Starship by ensuring that every move I make is aligned with my purpose and intention. I’ve learned to honor my analytical side, knowing that it’s the engine that keeps my passions moving forward.

Eros in Scorpio – My Passion and Desire

Eros in Scorpio is perhaps the most intense energy on my starship. It represents a deep, magnetic pull toward passion, transformation, and intimacy. I’ve learned that I am someone who craves depth in all aspects of life, particularly in my relationships. Superficial connections don’t fulfill me—I need passion that’s raw, intense, and transformative. Eros in Scorpio has taught me to embrace my powerful energy and use it to form bonds that are truly life-changing.

Venus in Leo – My Heart, My Love

With Venus in Leo, I crave passion, adoration, and grandeur in my romantic life. I’m someone who loves to be celebrated and admired, and I’ve come to embrace that fully. In love, I’ve learned not to settle for anything less than a partner who makes me feel like royalty. Venus in Leo gives me the courage to shine and be bold, both in relationships and in how I express myself creatively. I now see that my heart thrives when I’m surrounded by love that’s not only deep but also celebratory.

Mars in Gemini – The Action-Focused Wing of My Starship

With Mars in Gemini, I’m always on the move—mentally and physically. Mars governs action, and I’ve learned that I thrive on curiosity, change, and intellectual stimulation. My desires are driven by a need for adventure and new experiences, and I’m happiest when I’m exploring different avenues of connection and passion. Mars in Gemini has taught me to embrace my restless energy and use it to fuel my journey toward self-discovery and deeper intimacy.

Vesta in Pisces – The Sacred Body of My Starship

Vesta represents my sacred sensual energy, and with it in Pisces, I’ve learned to view my sensuality as a spiritual experience. I now understand that my connection to the erotic is deeply tied to my spirituality, and I experience love and desire as fluid, transcendent forces. Vesta in Pisces has taught me the importance of connecting with myself and others on a spiritual level, allowing my sensuality to be a bridge between the physical and the divine.

The Power of the Erotic Starship

Understanding my BGT Erotic Starship has been nothing short of transformative. It’s given me a blueprint for navigating my relationships, desires, and spiritual path with intention and clarity. I’ve learned how each of my placements—Mercury, Venus, Mars, Sun, Vesta, and Eros—works together to create a unique energetic flow that guides my life.

In a world that often tells us to hide or suppress our sensuality, the Erotic Starship has given me permission to embrace my erotic nature as a sacred, powerful force. It’s not just about intimacy with others—it’s about how I relate to myself, how I express my desires, and how I channel my energy into every aspect of my life.

The Journey Continues

The BGT Erotic Starship is more than just a framework; it’s an ongoing journey. Every day, I learn something new about how my astrological placements influence my choices, relationships, and purpose. The apprenticeship with Black Girl Tantra gave me the tools to navigate this starship, but the real adventure is in how I choose to use those tools moving forward.

As I continue to explore, I invite you to chart your own course. Whether through astrology, tantra, or another path, we all have the power to uncover our deepest desires and align them with our spiritual purpose. The Erotic Starship is just one way to do it—my way—and I’m forever grateful for the insight it has provided me.

I feel a playlist coming on…Stay tuned!

Yemaya Feast Day 2024

Yemaya Feast Day 2024

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Yeye, today is your sacred day, and we honor you with deep gratitude and reverence. You are the mother to us all, the source of our nurturing, our protection, and our endless flow of love. Your presence is felt in the waters that flow, in the tides that rise and fall, and in the gentle strength that carries us through life’s storms. We are so blessed by your guidance, your power, and your unwavering care for your children.

I feel especially thankful for the bond we share and for all the blessings you have brought into my life and continue to bring each day. You have opened doors, provided protection, and reminded me of the strength that comes from knowing who we are and where we come from. It’s through you that I’ve received so many of the gifts that have guided me on my path, and I am forever grateful for them.

One of the greatest blessings you have given me is my Madrina, Rosa Grillo. Through your divine orchestration, she has come into my life as a powerful force of wisdom, love, and protection. She is truly a gift—one that I cherish with all my heart. Her guidance, care, and spirit have been a source of strength for me, and I love her so deeply for all that she is and all that she represents. I know that it is through you, Yeye, that this bond was created, and I give thanks for that connection every day.

On this sacred day, we offer you everything that is yours, everything you deserve and more. Today, the altars are full of your offerings—fruits, flowers, incense, and all of the things that honor your divine essence. You deserve every tribute, every prayer, and every moment of reverence for all that you give and all that you are.

With sevenfold love and devotion, we celebrate you today and every day. Thank you, Yeye, for being the eternal mother, for watching over us, and for continuing to bless us with your love, wisdom, and strength.

May this day be filled with all the offerings, love, and respect that you are so deserving of.

#YeyeDay #Gratitude #AncestralBlessings #MadrinaLove #HonoringTheMother

Tu Hija,

 

National Body Care Day 2024

National Body Care Day 2024

TODAY IS #NationalBodyCareDay…so allow me to put on my hat as Madame Turquo!se – Tantric Shaman Practitioner. Do you have a habit or practice of listening to and honoring your body? Many times, we respond to the things that are going on with our minds but it is also important to learn how to listen to our bodies.

Days like this make me think of The Mediativist – Jerome Paige as he often reminds us to “note what comes up” and “note the noter”. While my teacher – Shamanic Mystic Maisha Najuma Aza reminds us to note what comes up in your body and take action from there (I am paraphasing both because it more involved but the main idea is PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR BODY). So today, I implore you to do something for your body…something that restores and replenishes you or something that teaches you something you did not know.

I would also be remiss if I did not mention that we are in the energy of planetary retrogrades (Mercury is definitely in retrograde as well as a host of other planets) and have a solar eclipse approaching. Whether you subscribe to these ideals or not, you are affected so treat yourself with grace.

Wishing you the best. I love you all and wish you the best.

Spring Equinox

Spring Equinox

For this #SpringEquinox, I find myself deeply reflecting on the Orisha Aja, particularly in the context of healing. Aja, the Orisha of the forest and herbal medicine, embodies the essence of nature’s healing powers—she reminds us that the Earth holds the tools for our renewal and restoration. In the same way, the equinox marks a balance between light and darkness, symbolizing a period of introspection, rebirth, and growth. It’s the perfect time to pause, reflect, and recalibrate, aligning ourselves with nature’s rhythm.

The New Moon in Aries, a sign known for its Cardinal energy and action-oriented focus, adds another layer to this process. This celestial event urges us to reflect on key questions: Who are you now? This moment offers a powerful opportunity to reassess your identity and your journey. Aries’ focus on the Self is not selfish; it’s an invitation to understand your desires, needs, and aspirations from a place of authenticity. Where do you want to be? Aries helps you set clear intentions with its direct and determined energy, reminding you to aim high.

But before we can move forward, we must consider What must you heal or address to get there? This is where Aja’s energy is particularly potent. She reminds us that healing is not just physical but spiritual, mental, and emotional. Whether it’s past wounds, limiting beliefs, or lingering fears, the equinox provides the perfect balance of light and shadow for us to look inward, address what’s holding us back, and cultivate the healing needed to progress. This is the season of shedding the old and welcoming the new, not just externally but within ourselves.

Finally, How can you find pleasure in this moment? Even amidst the healing and transformation, Aries reminds us of the importance of joy and passion. Spring’s vibrant energy is a reminder to indulge in the pleasures of life—whether it’s the warmth of the sun on your skin, the smell of blooming flowers, or the satisfaction of creating something new. Pleasure, like healing, is an essential part of our journey.

As we move through this Spring Equinox, let us channel Aja’s wisdom and Aries’ drive to realign with our true selves. Take this time to reflect, heal, and ask the important questions. May this season be one of profound transformation, where you step into your power with clarity and purpose, embracing the pleasure and beauty of the journey.

#SpringEquinox #OrishaAja #Healing #Rebirth #NewMoonInAries #CardinalEnergy #SelfReflection #ArtistUnknown

Artwork by Toni Taylor